I like to start stuff and never follow throught it.
In my last post I apologize for some spelling mistake and grammar mistakes that both my parents have commented and corrected me.. hehe.. when I have more time will read it and correct it.
There is a man who use to work for my boss and he keeps on saying life is so difficult as he is trying to sell his land or something la. He has all this big big dreams like building a university first was for car mechanics then medicine and the latest is research to help the durians stay on the tree when it is rainy seasons.
Well He still has a dream right. I dont know if its fair of me to call him a professional dreamer.
So what do I actually want? Study more? Work for another company?
I feel that I want the experience more than anything as I really was so safe and didnt really have the college experience. Well it didnt really help that I was in a relationship . But its not good to blame it on other people but myself as I allowed it..
Now I feel that perhaps if I dream a little perhaps the answer will come and of course praying and listening to God will also help.
To my parents, I am sure they will allow me to do what I want. Time to decide.. I have a deadline. I am not getting younger and I cant depend on my parents forever and ever right.
I remember my dad saying to me last time I need to find a rich husband to continue this kind of lifestyle which I am having now.. haha
Well I wont need that if I start doing what I love and have passion for and be an independant woman before I start dating again.. Hope I can keep to my own word.
PS if love comes knocking you just have to open your heart k..
Thats all
